August 24th 2009

Life has been a little crazy since I wrote last,
but everything is working great and we are just waiting for that extra push, I think we both need to recharge our spirits. But there is no time for that, we must stay focused, it is going to happen so soon, everything we have gone through and put up with for the last year and half.

I feel restless though, It’s like I need to let go of all that I’ve held in order to move on. Well after 32 years, there is alot I have held on to, and for the most part I have forgiven and forgotten. Maybe it’s the realization that life isn’t going to be like this for much longer, that very soon so many new doors will be open to me, maybe that is why I am restless.

There is a saying about quiting, that the urge to quit is greatest when you are about to succeed. Not that I am wanting to quit the business. The business is my sanity right now, it is everything else in my life that seems to pull at my core in recoginition is it is something that suits me and I will claim in this new life that is about to come as mine. And then again there are many aspects that require recogintion if they are things that no longer represent and reflect who I AM.

Well back to work……….

Catherine